Dinner out with Selena + Bernard & an assortment of Instagram snaps haha; follow me @rxsquare)

Dinner out with Bernard and Selena today to Saveur! A restaurant at Purvis Street~ The prices were cheap, but somehow we didn't feel full eating one bowl of pasta each (+ one foie gras for Berd and one small bowl of cut sauté potatoes for me). Nope not full!!! So we ended up at Sushi Express which means.... grilled salmon belly!!! HAHAH. From not meeting them for an extremely long period of time, now we're just like meeting every week, what a turn of events! Not that I'm complaining though hahaha we're just the kinda people who, even if you don't meet for super long, you can't tell that we haven't. HAHA, awkward be gone!

Anyway, passed BTT yesterday whoohoo~ 49/50! I was like a bit scared that I'd fail cos the passing mark's 45/50 so yay yay imagine my joy when I saw the word "PASSED" on the computer screen. Failing is like such a norm after JC days and computer science and UGC days. Omg lah haha I always have this fear of failing but is currently numb to it, thats what failing so many times does to you tskkk. I don't even have a fear of tests anymore, isn't that just odd? Or is that what all JC students have? Hmmmm.

8.30AM class tomorrow again!! Last class of the week yay, love the 3 day week timetable, 1 class per day. Feels like some holiday class schedule thingy. HAHA still hard to drag myself out of bed in the mornings though, especially when it rains! I always think so super hard whether I should go to school or not, even though I've cleaned up and changed and is totally ready to go out. But nooo I shall (try to) be a good girl :>

Last TGI Friday with the Gangeroos! The initial plan was to have dinner at Vivocity (check), and then head to Sentosa via the monorail (uncheck cos we walked the boardwalk), & then settle at Hard Rock Hotel's bar (check) to have roughly 3 drinks each (uncheck, we had 1 cos it was expensive for us money-savers, about $12+ each drink!).

All of us thought that the bar would at least close later, maybe 3-4am or maybe overnight but it closed at 12.30! Tskkkk. The seats was open area but it was so quiet and they turned off the lights and some aircon if Im not wrong so we ended up walking around. The Hard Rock Hotel lift was so pretty, so shiny, and there were unique decor on every floor. Took the lift up and we walked through, ergo the video. Haha. We ended up walking outside, it was so bright and alive outside the casino there but oh wells, didn't seem like a good idea for us to hang around there cos people were sleeping on the benches outside the casino oooo. Sat at Festive Hotel's lobby in the end! Everyone was getting sleepy I think I was the only sleep-deprived but bouncy one HAHA. A bit ADHD behavior woopz. Macs breakfast as usualllll haha thats the only thing open at 4AM right LOL. Next time, next time. It was pretty successful I feel!!! HAHA, stillll, can't wait for end of the year @ Korea!

I've been looking around blogs and all and I'm so tempted to go to try the balayage highlights at Salon Vim (can anyone sponsor me HAHAHAH I don't mind^^). It looks wayyy better with perming so like whoo I would like perm + dye hehe.

First day of Summer semester tomorrow! Official start of my second year and zomggg damn sian have to wake up at 6.30AM; T.T I hope I can wake up in time (and sleep at alllll! My body clock is not even adjusted HAHA)

Kiss me last, cos I don't care.
There will always be a problem, whether you like it or not. At times, you rethink your life. Rethinking will do you no good but you always end up doing it anyway. And what do you end up with after that? Nothing but a bunch of confused nerves and a cloud of doubt in your mind. What you believed in, what you wanted, all those slowly fade at the edges. The fading spreads and sooner or later, it will disappear. What have you really been fighting for? What is there to fight for in the first place?
I'm not different. I rethink everything. My mind runs 24/7, even when Im sleeping. I find myself awake in my dreams, I remember everything when I wake up. I control some portions of my dreams, even. And my mind is constantly turning. It gets tiring at nights but thats when things start becoming clearer to you. You are no longer blinded by all the action around you but instead, you're alone and you think. They say that at night is the time when you start to think. I beg to differ. Its not the problem of being at night or in the day. It's when you are alone. When you have nobody to talk to, when you have nothing to do. Your mind wanders off into territories you try to never think about. I think a lot, I really do. I rethink my friendships, rethink my relationship the most. About what it actually means to me, and how I actually feel.

And I'm rethinking now.

I wish I had more friends, more people around my age (and maturity is a factor) would be nice.

Friday night out with the Gangeroos! From Sushi Express where we went mad with snatching plates off the conveyor belt, to sitting at Esplanade chatting and then heading to MBS's Coffee Bean for some cooling down hahaha. Awesome night out, missed the last train and had to take the night rider buses for the first time. Throughout the whole bus ride Elaine and I were just wondering when we would finally get home haha because we haven't taken that bus before. Dropped off at Serangoon to wait for my dad to pick me up~

Super tired last night!! I slept until what, near to 3pm this morning omg hot hot weather. How apt to listen to f(x)'s Hot Summerrrrr.

A sort of unusual photo outing with Selena todayyy. Armed with the digital camera + our phones hahaha (I was too lazy to bring the DSLR out). Met her at 12pm at Vivocity and headed to.. Sentosa!! Well technically, Sentosa, cos we went to Resort World Sentosa to just walk around snap photos. Yeahhh I wanted the weather to cooperate with our summer theme and in a way it did. Just really hot? But bright skies make for pretty photos right? Haha, price to pay for chip photos. I think I've got a bit of sunburnt from all that walking aroundddd. Had Ramen Play for lunch, and Shavien + Denise joined us for a while after their work @ Festive Grand ^^
The thing about going out in a pair is that you can either have solo photos, or be shameless and ask some stranger to take photos for the two of you. Haha so we're all touristy and trying to be shameless (but failing at it). At least we managed to get pretty photos. It felt like we snapped photos forever but it was only about 2 hours and less than 100 photos? Haha went back to Vivocity to enjoy the comfort of the zircon. Ahhh aircon, best invention (at the moment) like ever.

I've been enjoying my holidays for sure :> Yesterday dating with SD and then today with Selena. Tomorrow I should really get my ass down to Heartland Mall to get my dresses altered and they are wearable and not a waste of money yeah. Thursday passing Atikah her Kindle (that excited quacky duck!), & then going for sushi buffet with the Gangeroos on Friday. Ah, happy holidays thats right hehe.

I suppose the end of exams will warrant a post hehez. Haven't been really studying for the last two exams because well, its like 20% and Abel Choy? HAHA hope he's still lenient for these final exams like he is for the normal tests we take! But zomggg almost essay style questions todayyy, its been a long looong time since I've written so much for so long (not counting love letters hehe) and my fingers still feel pretty sore right nowww. Oh wells, at least its overrrr!

I was nearly going home just now, alighted the bus @ Botanic Gardens and crossing the overhead bridge already when SD messaged me that Renananana wanted me to drop by Novena so I crossed back and boarded the bus and headed to Novenaaaa;; only to find out its a scam by that SD to trick me into going Novena tskkk but whateverrrr at least Matt-Fats & Elame came down to accompany me HEHE. Gangeroos ftw? ^^

With allll the hype about Avengers I shall go and watch it before Mothers' Day dinner on Friday!!! Cant say that its awesome because I haven't watched it yet but I really hope that it wouldn't be disappointing, with all the high expectations we have for it :> Shall go catch up on all the English dramas Ive been watching these days, Glee, Bones, Fringe, Once Upon a Time, Gossip Girl, Supernatural (seems a lot!)... Yayyy free to sleep in + watch + Sims Social LOL. Ohhh watched one episode of Love Rain (think its episode 5) on TV the other day and it looks pretty good! Maybe worth a watch also!

HELLO HOLIDAYS :>

So the question about whether we would be able to talk about anything after quitting was raised again todayyyy. Like, yes I know, officially I've quit already but thanks to SD I still hang around the shop (sometimes when he works) and get to hear all about the shop from everyone else. So technically, I still know stuff about the shop and I can still talk to the rest about whats going on in the shop. But that cannot be everything that we talk about right? What happened to talking about other things that has nothing to do with the shop, to ensure that next time, we can still be friends that talk about other stuff instead of drifting apart because we have nothing else to talk about? Like, seriously. Hanging out with the Gangeroos is a good sign, that you can still remain friends even after you quit but from so many reduced to so little. Hmmm.

Food for thought.

Tomorrow will mark the beginning of school for poly students (well, mostly) & the start of the last week of school for the semester! Actually, the yearrrr. Summer to summer, this will be the last week of the first year. Wowwowow one entire year of school gone already. It feels so fast~~ Time is just flying by and before I know it it'll be December (& Koreaaaaaa^^)!

Haven't been updating a lot these few days, in bam-bam bullet points:
- Add/drop on Thursday was a whirlwind of emotions, having feeling both extreme points in the entire 24 hours (or even lesser)
- Studied with Elaine on Friday before going back to Kovan's Ice Edge Cafe for dinnerrrrr with SD and Matthew joining us hehe.
- Weekends just went on as weekends were > A whole bunch of slack.
- Had a change in hair color after picking up a box of dye while grocery shopping ooooo.

Tadaaaa. This post looks odd without photos. HAHA okay shall leave you all with a video Ive had on repeat. Rediscovering old songs in my iPod, thats what it is!